I'm doing it again.
DepressedAnyway, this funk is when I get so upset after looking through art and I think to myself that I'll never be good enough. I'll never be able to draw like that. I used to love drawing when I was younger. I used to do it everyday. Until people started to discourage me. My mother didn't even help the issue. She would constantly tell me that I would never be good enough and after telling her I wanted to be an artist she told me that I was just an amature. She would constantly point out the fact that I would never be a good artist and that I'd just be wasting my life with petty dreams.
She's a bitch.
I recently got accepted into medical school--yesterday to be exact--and I was so happy yesterday. I even did things I normally wouldn't do. I cleaned. That's a scary thought. But, even with that thought, I'm still going through my funk. The thought started bringing me down and now I kick myself everyday for not just ignoring them. They're right when they say practice makes perfect. But, it's kind of hard to continue something when you're constantly being told that you're never going to be good enough. I know that feeling all too well. I hate bringing people down, too. So, I'll spare you my sob story!
I'm currently working on getting better. I've managed to ignore my mother enough to a point where I won't be brought down by her. But, it's still hard to ignore her.
Urgh. I'm still in need of a scanner, too. xD
-S.N.B.
D< IS MY FUNK ENDING SO SOON!?
So, just now I was laying on the floor thinking about how to improve my skills. I was even looking through my manga for a style I could try. So, I picked up my Loveless books.
Haha. I am SO awesome. Okay, not that awesome. To much of my surprise, what I drew came out good! The facial features and hair. Sadly, I'm still having troubles with face outline. The chin always seems too long or the face seems too smoooshed.
ANY POINTERS??
I could really use some help!
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Due to recent cutbacks and until further notice, the light at the end of the tunnel has been shut off.
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Only The Strong Survive, and The Weak Are Left To die.
~Those who follow a set future are blind to the light~
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"Doesn't matter who they are, I'll fuckin' kill 'em all" ~Grimmjow
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"Sarcasm is my body's natural defense against stupidity."
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"Sarcasm (n.) : The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit, and the person who doesn't get it."
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Only The Strong Survive, and The Weak Are Left To die.
~Those who follow a set future are blind to the light~
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